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FUCK!!!! Some times things just come up that really fuck with your perceptions of life. I was talking to my friend cookie monster she is a gorgous girl who is constantly being chased by gorgous guys. We where discussing men. And how they are all dawgs. They will all turn on you in a minute and you cant trust any of them as far as you can through them. Its funny if you had spoken to me about this a couple of days ago I would have said nah there are guys out there that are not like that. I always think that the daddy is mine and that I can trust him with my life and my heart but then there are days that I hate him. He makes me sooo mad sometimes he always knows what buttons to push to piss me off. Of course conversely he always know just the right buttons to push to send me to heaven. Its like a cat and mouse game with him all the time its like the i love you i hate you i love you i hate you i love you again. Its wearing at my heart. Does it ever stop can i ever feel like I am the ONE the only his sun his moon and everything in between. I want to know that as he is my only need that i am his only need. well I think maybe that is enough for right now. talk again soon kisses.

posted by digitalsulis @ 10/28/2000 05:57:00 PM

WOW!!!! this has been one hell of a last few days. Life has been a wee bit hectic around here. bare with me my keyboard is broken and i dont have an open carrot so i can not put any formatting into this blog. Anyways so i put out a question on the 14th on choices and how to make myself happy with out hurting alot of people. I want to say thank you to all the people who took the time to respond. I shall be posting those response that hit me the hardest. They all where good and I wish i had the time to share them all but for now I will only post a few. So I read all of your advice and spent some time thinking and seeking my counsel (times like these i really miss talking to Flagg) Btw i converted a few friends to blogging and boy they must think I have some interesting friends. Well i guess i really do have some interesting friends. I think that is what makes life interesting is having all different kinds of people around you so that you can be exposed to as many things as possible. Now I spent the last couple of weeks determining where i really wanted to go professional. personally. and web wise. The choices where astronomical and the repercussions of each choice was staggering but i made some decisions and all in all i think i am pretty happy with my choices. I will be discussing them all in detail in the next few days as i get a better handle on the who what where and whys involved. So we got poma in school. We are working on the job and boyfriend thing she needs to learn about love. More on that later i think it may become my next Sulisism. Also been working on improving my skills at work. Learning to be a good supervisor. and yes laughing I do HAVE to be a GOOD sup and not just an ok sup. Also deciding what I am going to do about school. SOme of you guys may know that I Poma and I where in a kissing contest last night. We came in 3rd and made $50. It was fun and yes we took pictures. Oh also got to see pixie woohooo she is such a cutie. Damn do i want to tie that cute little ass up and have my way with her. but that is a whole other story.kisses sulis

posted by digitalsulis @ 10/25/2000 07:26:00 AM