hmmm had a really good day today. Feeling extremly beautiful and sexy and all that. I have had more compliments in the last couple of days then i think i have had in the last few years. Thanks kimi for reminding me that being pleasent always makes better company then being angry, jealous or sad. Damn kimi it really does work I love getting attention. And for the right things woohooo. gotta love it when people say you look good you look younger you smell good.
Spent some time chatting with a friend from work ochre interesting guy i wouldnt trust him further than i can through him but he is a cool guy. BTW i have told him the same to his face and we are cool with this. We have very interesting conversations about all means of things and i really enjoy reading his writtings (his true calling) and that of his woman goatgoddess(he definetly knows how to pick them she is gorgous and over 30 gives me hope). Anyway over Tea we discussed Dominance and submission and how it affected his life. I thought it was interesting to hear someone elses perspective on the subject. Made me think of all the naturally alpha males that for whatever reason dont always feel that they are alpha. I wonder what that is maybe i can invite some of my male friends to take a stab at answering why guys who are normally comfortable being very alpha in other areas of there lives suddenly feel like they need approval from the females in their lives.
I guess I am expecting guys to know what they want and not feel uncomfortable with their needs or desires. But on the other hand before anyone thinks I am condoning guys to walk around like big ASSHOLES let me just say this. Men who live by the rule of standing by their convictions dont need to be assholes to get their message across to the masses. They are the message. Live what you say and the message will be thousands of times louder.
hmmmmm While you guys are answering all my life questions how about telling me why you guys think we enjoy it when yoall act like you are neaderthals thumping your chest I have seen alot of it lately and personally when are you guys gonna get a clue that although women like the big apes who are strong enough to protect us we want the knows how to stop fights not start them.
so is it ok that i head to bed i was told to go to sleep but i had to get this damn thing done cause i promised lexa----- love ya baby.
speaking of baby have fun in colorado enjoy yourself and dont work too hard. laters all kisses and sweet dreams Sulis and yes physchobikerboy now would be a good time to fall to your knees and worship the goddess like everyone else. smirks
Here is my question to you. If YOU had complete control of me what would you do to mold me into the perfect women. I have only a few stipulation try to keep it true to life, I can not change certain things: I am 4ft11in (i really think i am past my growth spirt)I have 3 kids(I love them and that will never change)I am 30 years old(I hate it but hey its only years) and i will not give up or change the people in my life, pretty much everything else can be changed. I would love to hear what i should do. ok what i guess i am asking is what would the perfect woman be like? Is she like a stepford wife, Is she super fit, what kinda mom is she, what kinda lover is she.i have so many questions. Can you answer them for me? Step up to the plate. i am waiting for you email send it in. sulisvision@home.com
ok took some time to not be neurotic and thus the time off the blog. The last few weeks I am sure those close to me will attest have been tuff times to deal with Sulis. this blog is gonna be a whole lot of thoughts all together so i am not even going to try to make it look like it is flowing anything close to grammatically correct.
well lets see in that last week i have heard from everyone in my family, my little sister got married oh that is a funny thing all in itself, and i have become my little brothers pet project. Lets see what else. hmmm I finally freaking graduated from tech school got a cute little diploma and all that woohooo i am sooo excited. hmmmm was betrayed by a couple friends who shall remain nameless. I have been so emotional i cant stand myself spending half my time crying or laughing. Shit i just dont know weather i am comming or going. Dont know who to trust dont want anyone around me and real tired of certain men who know they can affect me and thus treat me anyway they choose. Just notice being in my life for a long time day in day out does not offord you purification for everything you do. It will come to end and the end will not be pretty I would rather have you in my life then have to push you away completely. I dont know what it is but it is soo hard to sleep lately. Not feeling comfortable insomnia or being dead to the world for 36 hours its feast or famine in my life right now. It has affected my hair it was a huge mess i put it in a bun the other day to go for an interview and when i took it out to wash it it was all knotted. it was sooooo bad i lost about a foot of hair so once again my hair is around shoulder length. Thank you to my hairdresser he seems to know just what i need. Isnt that annoying.Also realized that some people pay more attention to me then i knew they did. so enough with the rambling I know i have done alot of pissing and moaning and i really hate that but that is just what my life is like right now i am trying really hard to change all that but keep freaking running into bumps in the road.
